Today was a shit day.
I couldn't think; I was ridiculously tired.
I hate the thought of being alone or being left.
My I threw my security blanket away and entered this place on my own for the thrill.
Was it worth it?
Just give me something to smile about, something to look forward to, something to be excited about, just something.
Not just a default smile, but that spark in life that get's me moving, that gets me warm, that helps me find myself and who I am. What I am. That something that gives me the strength to truly pull out who I am. I feel like I lost it.
The key's to my own heart, mind, and soul.
But, maybe this is who I am.
Just not who I want to be.
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