I'm tired and worn.
I wonder what I'm doing with my life, where I'm headed and it worries me because right now, it feels like I'm headed no where. I constantly say to myself; it's time to study, get your grades back up, it's no problem.
But, it is a problem. I'm not studying, my grades aren't getting any better and it scares me.
I'm still doing stupid things that I said I wouldn't and I'm not keeping promises to myself or the people important to me and it disappoints me. I'm not who I want to be and I don't know what I want and it bothers me. I'm far from being a good person; there's still a lot of things I need to fix, but lately it feels like my judgment is clouded.
This is not what I want.
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